Please also help me with the rage, and sense of injustice I feel, or, if you think my outrage has importance, pls help me to come into right relationship with it so it no longer torments me.  Please help me reach a state of wholeness, ease, joy and love even if it is not something my parents will ever be able to particpate in with me. Please help me to be at peace with that possibility that they will not join me there, not in this lifetime. Pls, going forwards, help me also to have the courage and equanimity to move forward in the best poss way with my brothers, and be able to receive your guidance on what action to take and when. Pls lift from me all the bitterness and resentment I carry towards parents. Thank you.