Both of my coaches informed me that they don’t think I should have children because I am too old. Yet this is why I hired them- to help me build a family. Please help me find a network to support me having a mate and my own family. For my career and family/romance help guide me to always find the right and capable, qualified people who are aligned with my goals.  Please help me overcome all insecurity/issues regarding age and my health.  Please help me to be independent, trust myself launch my own business and website and write cohesive scenes, develop my own strategies for success without so much dependence on others. Please help me be successful leading the book club today, I am cramming a lot.  Please help guide me so that I enjoy the writing process and my career and enjoy working on my own and I have success.  Please guide me to work closer to the angels and less dependent on other people.